WHY I HAVEN'T BEEN TO CHURCH FOR 18 MONTHS, UNTIL LAST NIGHT!

I've been battling an internal struggle with the thought of so many (for a lack of a better term) "white churches" refusing to discuss the importance of leading their flock towards the conservative party as we battle the Democrats for the soul of our nation. I am trying to move past my frustrations and try to get back into the church without the expectation that they should do what I want them to do.